Jennifier D. ([info]risquedreams) wrote,
@ 2003-11-06 00:14:00
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Current music:[UFO PRINCESS VALKYRIE] Agape

It's Fuji loving time.
Here's something which caught me while watching episode 106. Might be right, might be wrong, but it was FUN and that's all that matters. :P

Drabble length prose- Ryoma and Fuji but not necessarily the pairing.

I'll start working on its companion piece now. Urm. Kinda companion piece. You shall see later. :D Meanwhile, enjoy.

And if anyone's to be blamed for this drabble... *pointspoints* :D *runs off*




The first time he met Fuji Syuusuke was on the tennis courts, the overwhelming personalities of his other team mates almost drowning out the prodigy's quiet presence and calm smile. It was strange, but as time progressed, Ryoma began to realise that Fuji was what he appeared to be. At least, part of him was what he appeared to be.

Calm, quiet, soothing and peaceful.

Before Tezuka went overseas, his captain was his constant source of inspiration. He looked forward to Tezuka-- in fact, he was constantly looking forward to where the older boy would be heading. It could be said that Tezuka was like a distant point in the future he set to reach as a target. Along the way, there might be stronger competitors who would challenge his determination and his skills, but Tezuka was always his destination.

Now that the older boy was gone... Ryoma found himself to be strangely lost.

He still knew where he was heading-- his eventual target was still Tezuka, but he could no longer see as clearly as before. The road before him now was muddled, uncertain and full of potholes. It was at times like this when he realised that the people around him- people who were usually more concerned about their own well-being, and people who had their own personal goals as well -were unable to give him the comfort he needed.

Momoshirou was a good companion, but he could only stay quiet for so long. Kikumaru was constantly full of so much energy that Ryoma felt tired just looking at him. Kaidou was forever thinking ahead, thinking about stronger opponents. Inui was someone he didn't dare to approach, because the older boy seemed to be full of only figures, statistics and certainty. Kawamura's tendency to swing between personalities was something he couldn't understand, and at times, it was more than a little scary. Oishi... their stand-in captain was forever looking to the horizon, trapped by his own responsibilities and fears.

And that left Fuji.

Quiet, unobtrusive and calm Fuji.

Everyone had a tendency to become exceptionally annoying around Ryoma when his temper was short. Even Fuji had his moments, but that was when Tezuka was still around. Ever since Tezuka left the country, Fuji appeared to have mellowed down somewhat, and stopped probing at where Ryoma didn't want him to.

It used to be simply competition. Between them... that space used to be wrought with nothing but excitement, fear and intense emotions, all fired up by their need to emerge as the better player on the courts. Ryoma had a competitive streak miles wide. Fuji's competitive streak appeared only when he wanted it to. Together, they were almost explosive and instantaneous.

But lately...

Fuji was like serenity to him.

Ryoma found himself drifting towards the prodigy at moments where he needed some peace and quiet to think. When Momoshirou, Kaidou or Kikumaru got too loud. When Inui was up to no good. When Oishi was fretting over his duties as the captain, and when Kawamura was in his burning mode.

Fuji was always calm. There were moments where he got angry, but they were rare and few. He could become incredibly intense on the courts, a situation which Ryoma wanted to be in when facing him constantly. But the prodigy was also evasive and almost shy at times, skirting away when Ryoma didn't expect him to.

Maybe, when his captain returned again, he would move back in gear and continue looking forward to the day he could match the older boy return for return like what Atobe did on the courts. Maybe, he would forget about Fuji's serenity and quiet, forget about his soothing voice and calm words. Maybe... Fuji wouldn't be important anymore then, but the future was always uncertain.

Yes, Tezuka was the target he aimed to reach and bypass.

But Fuji...

It was companionship, something Ryoma had difficulty finding. Of course-- he was on good terms with Momoshirou and they even hung out often but... it wasn't the same. The presence which made itself known but never pushed, never sought to become more than what it simply was...

Ryoma liked that.

And although Fuji could be the most annoying person alive at times, Ryoma thought he could cope. Mostly.

Because now, he was the pillar of Seigaku. Just like what Tezuka had been.

Fuji was currently doing what he always did, what he had been doing for Tezuka all along-- being quietly supportive and encouraging. Being calm, soothing and comfortable to be with. Simply being... there. Always there. An unchanging smiling presence at the edge of his awareness.

It was on days like this where Ryoma wondered if Tezuka did enjoy the prodigy's companionship too.

Days like this where he wanted to reach for Fuji and asked to be wrapped in peace and quiet, until the maelstrom raging around him had died down or moved on, and he was warm and secure in the arms of someone who sought to protect and comfort.

"Fuji-senpai..."

"Hm?"

"Thank you."

"Ahh."

It was on days like this where even his dreams were filled with nothing but kindness, and a certain prodigy's smiles.




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[info]yin_taku
2003-11-05 08:47 am UTC (link)
it could ALMOST be taken for fujiryo. but i'm not going to look at it like that. i'll see it as a good friendship fic (we need more of those in this fandom~) and it makes me happy and fuzzy at the end. reminds me happily of my best friend and me, with her being able to calm me w/ just her presence. *happy sigh*

wonderful characterization of fuji. i can almost see him standing next to ryoma w/ his typical semi-smiling expression, just exuding calmness.

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[info]risquedreams
2003-11-05 08:54 am UTC (link)
*L* The next bit is going to be FujiRyo. XD I wanted to write something non-yaoi, or at least, can be taken as non-yaoi for them boys. But it's so HARD. >_< I have a Atobe and Kabaji piece planned for ages. Now... all I had to do is empty out time to watch the Hyotei arc again...

*sighs* *wuvs Fuji* He needs to be appreciated. And I'm NOT referring to Fuji-muse. x_x

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[info]yin_taku
2003-11-05 09:01 am UTC (link)
._________.; damn you for writing it so well and getting me to read fujiryo. i mean. uh. i luffles you? i think if you don't have yaoi in mind, you can see such deep-rooted friendship between all the seigaku regulars (and the regulars of the other schools). we're just all happy fangirls and like to see yaoi. >:D so sue me. (actuallydon'tihavenomoney.) atobe - kabaji would be interesting, as kabaji would be characterized by what he DOES rather than what he says.

fuji really IS underappreciated. people need to see him in his OWN light, not as a tennis player, not in relations to other characters, but as fuji syuusuke. <3 i HEART him oh so much.

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[info]risquedreams
2003-11-05 09:08 am UTC (link)
*LOL* Yeah, it can be read from a clean point of view... and it can be read from a different point of view, of course. But I can't say the same for the next part I'm working on, actually. ^^;;

The Atobe-Kabaji relationship (FRIENDSHIP) is something I've always wanted to explore, but never had the chance to. *sighs*

YES. I TOTALLY AGREE WITH YOU. *coughs* Well. Yeah. They look at him and think: Oh. Scheming bastard. Evil person. Scary.

Well, he's definitely more than that damnit.

*hearts him together with Yin* :D:D:D

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[info]iseulte
2003-11-05 10:06 am UTC (link)
This is lovely. Absolutely lovely.

It's wonderful to see Fuji being portrayed as a serene, supportive friend to Ryoma instead of being evil and a tease most the time. ^_^; Ochibi needs mature people once in a while hehe.

Ah, heck, _I_ feel calm and peaceful just reading this. :D

Will be looking forward to your companion piece!

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[info]risquedreams
2003-11-05 10:12 am UTC (link)
It's wonderful to see Fuji being portrayed as a serene, supportive friend to Ryoma instead of being evil and a tease most the time. ^_^;

Which is what he is, actually. I mean the being evil and a tease part. ^^ Bad habit of his, I guess. But he's been quieter in the recent episodes, and this is just my speculation. :D

Thank you for your comments. ^_^

And the companion piece is out! :)

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[info]iseulte
2003-11-05 11:13 am UTC (link)
Well, yeah he admitted the evil part himself. Who likes watching people suffer? ^^;;

Argh... would like to catch up with the later episodes but I'll wait for after the exams -_______-;;

You're welcome, I love your fics. Have been stalking your LJ since your first Tenipuri fic (waaaaaaaay before I got my own LJ).

Yeah, I noticed ^^ Left a comment there too!

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[info]risquedreams
2003-11-05 05:09 pm UTC (link)
^^;; Fuji is strange in this manner ne. I mean... he probably one of those cases who has the potential to become a full-fledged psychopath or something.

I stopped at 100, then skipped to 106 due to the FujiRyo moments. XD Okay, bad me.

o_o Okay... that would be quite a while... ^^;;;; *wasn't aware of people stalking her LJ since Chase*

I replied! :D

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[info]flyby311
2003-11-05 12:47 pm UTC (link)
Aww... so cute.

Great little fic, it's kind of odd to see Fuji... not evil, but I can see that side of him as well ^^

Nice job.

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[info]risquedreams
2003-11-05 05:12 pm UTC (link)
^_^ Fuji can be not evil sometimes. Erm. Sometimes. *L*

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[info]_hissori
2003-11-05 02:47 pm UTC (link)
Like [info]yin_taku, I do love general friendship fics (something this fandom is rather lacking in), and this was one was done nicely. ^^ The idea of Ryoma going to Fuji seeking peace and quiet from everyone else... *felt that from ep 106* XD But it only makes sense that Ryoma would go running to the only *sane* (well, as sane as one at Seigaku can be) person after being scared away by everyone else, ne?

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[info]risquedreams
2003-11-05 05:30 pm UTC (link)
*LOL* YES! I think the whole Seigaku team was on crack during that episode. :D I mean... total madness man. And Fuji was being so nice and quiet and NOT annoying for once... Of course Ryoma would run to him ne. ^_~

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[info]_hissori
2003-11-05 06:35 pm UTC (link)
XD Now that I think about it though, why didn't Fuji join in on any of the crack? One would think that he would have gotten much amusement out of making things even more messed up than they already were... But I guess it was good for Ryoma that Fuji didn't join in, because then he wouldn't have had anyone to run to, and he'd have to deal with the insane people all by himself (which I'm sure he would have been very Not Happy with). :p

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[info]risquedreams
2003-11-05 06:44 pm UTC (link)
*LOL* Ohh I dunno. The FujiRyo fangirl in me says it's part of Fuji's scheme to have Ryoma run to him looking cute and sleepy and asking "Is it okay (if I sleep) here?"

He was so cute I swear I had to refrain from sugar intake for the rest of the day.

And ooh! I love your icon! *____* at Akabane.

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[info]yin_taku
2003-11-05 06:32 pm UTC (link)
*falls* xDDDDDD omg. that is the funniest icon EVER. *noogies it*

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[info]_hissori
2003-11-05 06:38 pm UTC (link)
Thanks! ^^; *really just ripped off all her other icons and stuck them all together though* But love your icon~ *__* Access~!

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Cuteness!
[info]unecureuil
2003-11-05 05:25 pm UTC (link)
Aw, this is so cute! Useally when I read fanfics I get kinda edgy, but this one made me all calm :) And it was sweet! It was nice to see a diffrent side of both of them.

On a diffrent note, how to you get it so you can click on the fic to have it go to a diffrent page?

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Re: Cuteness!
[info]risquedreams
2003-11-05 05:32 pm UTC (link)
^_^ Glad that you liked it!

Click on the fic to have it go to a different page? I'm afraid that I don't... quite understand what you mean... ^^;

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Re: Cuteness!
[info]unecureuil
2003-11-05 06:12 pm UTC (link)
Ok, you know to read this fic, you had to click the little link? how did you do that?

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Re: Cuteness! - [info]risquedreams, 2003-11-05 06:17 pm UTC
Re: Cuteness! - [info]unecureuil, 2003-11-05 07:57 pm UTC
Fuji-sama~~~
[info]chrysan
2003-11-05 06:44 pm UTC (link)
Well, it is a fact that Fuji is EVIL. But nobody ever said that the evil prodigy tennis player didn't have a calm, mellow presence.

Much as Fuji is twistedly evil in his own way, his aura(when he is not plotting sth) is also serene and comforting in his own way.

Love the way you potray this aura. ^^

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Re: Fuji-sama~~~
[info]risquedreams
2003-11-05 06:51 pm UTC (link)
Thank you. ^_^

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[info]kasugai_gummie
2003-11-05 07:23 pm UTC (link)
*wuvs* Even though the biased FujiRyo fangirl in me demands for more action and whatnot, this was nice. Fuji in this calmer, less psycho-killer (*heart*) persona is very refreshing.... although yew really do need ALL of his characters to actually have the whole complete uber worshipable package that is Fuji Syuusuke ne? ::huggle::

Mm.... ::also swims in the FujiRyo love of ep 106::

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[info]risquedreams
2003-11-05 07:28 pm UTC (link)
Yes. When whorshipping, please whorship in whole. XD

*gets brained by prissy!jealous!Atobe-muse*

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[info]missitar
2003-11-12 07:15 pm UTC (link)
In a resolution to review more of the stories I read, I figure I should start commenting on your fics--I've been reading them for a while, because you write so often and so much of it is romance, but haven't ever gotten up the nerve to comment. ^^;

I think one of my favorite things about your Tenipuri stories is how your characters relate to one another--they all seem to fill the holes in each other's lives, kind of completing their existances. The relationships make sense. Even though this story wasn't romantic or anything, I got the same sort of feeling from it, because you explained so well why Ryoma needs a Fuji. Normally it wouldn't occur to me (I'm easily persuaded by different couples, so "who Ryoma needs" depends on whatever I've just been reading), but it came as a natural conclusion at some point in the middle; I sort of mentally nodded and thought that, yeah, he and Fuji would be good friends. I mean, good friends in that peculiar sort of "I don't need to admit anything out loud" dynamic they seem to have . . . .

Like other people have said, you did a nice job of making this calm. It put me in a good mood.

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[info]risquedreams
2003-11-17 08:24 am UTC (link)
^^; This sentence: because you write so often and so much of it is romance worries me. But you're right-- I do write a lot of romance. A lot more than I would want to-- except that I'm a sucker for romance, because I know that it won't happen in RL, or at least in my life. ^^;

why Ryoma needs a Fuji

XD Okay, couldn't resist... sounds like I'm trying to market Fuji(s) or something. :D *gets bricked by a certain muse*

^_^ Glad that it put you in a good mood. I wasn't very happy with this piece, I was even unhappier with the piece following this, because it felt very messy to me. But then again, that can be just me. I started off writing this with FujiRyo in mind, but along the way, it just urm. Slipped away? The feeling of that coupling, that is. I think gen fics are generally very interesting, but in this fandom, there are very few of these and there are even fewer people who are interested in reading gen fics, regardless of what people say about how rare they are. ^_^

I try to apply real life knowledge to my fics. That's why sometimes they might sound a little odd. I'm an odd person with stranger personal experiences, so... ^^;;;

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